So says Hef’s former live-in girlfriend Holly Madison in her new book, “Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales from a Former Playboy Bunny.” The 35-year-old hottie shared the Playboy mansion with Hefner from 2001 to 2008, spending several years as his girlfriend-in-chief.
Madison, beginning as a 21-year-old waitress at Hooters, chased after Hefner for almost a year before finally earning a mansion invite.
Madison and another woman, Candice, were the newbie victims — and it didn’t last long.
Holly Madison continues to recall moments from and Hugh Hefner's past relationship, including one that she says "grossed me out."In an interview for Oprah Winfrey's OWN show Oprah: Where Are They Now that airs on Saturday, the 35-year-old former Playboy Playmate and alum, who was once the Playboy founder's head girlfriend, talks about the days after the two called it quits in 2008 after some seven years."Hef and I started hitting kind of a rocky patch when it became clear that Bridget and Kendra were leaving, they were moving on to new things," Madison says on the show.
Holly admitted she wanted to be married and have children– neither of which Hefner was willing to do.
Later, Holly moved to Las Vegas where she gained success with her spin-off reality series, headlined her own topless burlesque show, and appeared on .
To afford her college tuition, Holly competed to become a Hawaiian Tropic model and worked as a waitress at Hooters.During seasons three and four, Madison was shown working at the Playboy studios as an intern and later a junior photo editor.She also helped design and put together The Girls Next Door 2007, 2008, and 2009 calendars.Holly Madison reveals ex-boyfriend Hugh Hefner offered her drugs, calls him a ‘manipulator’ in new memoir She was confident things would only go so far sexually because Hefner’s other girlfriends reassured her they didn't actually have to sleep with the Playboy don.That night, Madison was led into Hefner's bedroom to join his harem of scantily clad blonds lolling on the bed as two big screens played porn. Suddenly, one of the other women grabbed Madison and hissed in her ear: “Fake the f---!